Well, I will be flying home tomorrow after my 3 week stay out here. The week in Cancun was an absolute blast! We stayed at Club Med and it was so nice, they had a show every night and the place itself was gorgeous.

I have had a great time out here but I am really missing my family. I must say though out of everything, I miss dance the most. I keep having dreams that I am back on team or I am at rehearsal and etc. Everytime I wake up and I can't go back to sleep again because I am really missing dance. I really hope that everything will work out and I will be able to keep dance in my life somehow. Afterall, if you do something for 16 years you can't just quit.

So I am super nervous about starting college. Mostly I fear I wont be able to keep up or have enough time to get everything done. Just so much going through my mind right now I am really scared.